tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56757582011-04-22T09:12:42.767+08:00emilypooi[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.comBlogger7931100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-76066678444634571182007-10-21T23:27:00.001+08:002007-10-21T23:51:46.004+08:00ahh im gna miss my 4 year old blog. but its time to move on to wordpresshttp://likewiseme.wordpress.com/its still not very ncie yet, working on it. figuring it outvisit it if you're free.mm.harrypotter symphonic suite brought back certain sad memories.sigh. oh well(:[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-87146114884695856022007-10-20T23:06:00.000+08:002007-10-20T23:25:51.442+08:00im moving to wordpress soon, once i figured it, i got the page alr..just making it look better.i guess sams rite, i should stop. sigh.keep all these pain in my diaries.mm. aslongasyou'rehappyyawn..sper tired,no energy to post about games. so till later[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-20192756027401069582007-10-19T21:17:00.000+08:002007-10-19T23:26:26.880+08:00as i stared blankly into space. i prayed a silent prayer. it was the third time i was praying. the third time within less than 12 hours. but i guess it was worth it. cos the most impt reason why i prayed that prayeer, it was answered. my friends claimed that while they all made so much noise about advancing and promoting and the grades, i was so calm. was i really? my hands shook as i hesitated [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-74329434199164392872007-10-18T17:56:00.000+08:002007-10-18T21:08:51.902+08:00IM SORRY I HAD TO EMO. DUN READ LA.each nite when i go to sleep. i tink.andicry.everytime i see your face.i rmb andicryagain.everytime i haf a break.im hit by a sudden instinct andistop.i was looking around while stonign at breaks, i see ppl i hear about. and i wonder how they could act like nothing happened.i wish i could figure out the way to forget and just move on,like you are insignificant [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-22676734113989451852007-10-17T23:03:00.000+08:002007-10-17T23:27:25.119+08:00frick.just forget.frick.icantdothis just a dream i was awaken from.i cant just tink of it that way.somehow...[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-42885206031995839312007-10-17T20:53:00.000+08:002007-10-17T21:00:42.503+08:00freak no motivation at all man.freak can my brain stop rmbing things.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-62812417285115612982007-10-17T18:18:00.000+08:002007-10-17T18:27:55.050+08:00no one ever mentioned the expiry date.i guess even God's greatest gifts have expiry dates.haha.shrug. IM NOT EMOING. im just in a shrug-ing heck carish mood.why cant memories too have expiry dates?then i wont be haunted anymore.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-85992234433379738452007-10-17T09:25:00.000+08:002007-10-17T09:29:14.212+08:00shucks.im supposed to be ok, i cant keep breaking down[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-76220230487887500132007-10-16T22:13:00.000+08:002007-10-16T22:40:03.660+08:00stupid zhan got me addicted. haha..Someone Who Lives In Your HeartAll-4-OneLast night I dream that you were beside meIt seems so real that I cried andillkeepcryingWhen you've touched meYou’re my angelAnd you've given me wingsAnd I fly away with you wherever you goCause you filled my heart and you captured my soul iwishyoudin..And baby i want you to knowCHORUS:If there's one thing in this world [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-73651249305954908322007-10-15T23:21:00.000+08:002007-10-15T23:39:47.463+08:00just keep pretending.and maybe one day ill be able to live somehow.and then my feelings will turn from fake.to real.and then it'll all be over.just keep pretendingand it'll all be alrite.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-47211582199717608782007-10-15T10:25:00.000+08:002007-10-15T10:37:53.062+08:00yesterday was not bad(: haha, met xy at 130 to go eat lunch before beautiful sunday, went to eat subway at marina, its biggg la!:D thanks for the card:D lala. then we went to esplanade in the hothot sun with my entire self peelinggggg (it still is-.-) then went in. ahhh i fell aslp cos i was super tired, and the bassbeats were so monotonous. im sed to music with sudden jerks in it. yawn.haha..[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-22335751775713103632007-10-14T10:04:00.000+08:002007-10-14T11:09:54.412+08:00 yesterday we had AMETTY fine dining as you can see from the above(highly colour adjusted photo)bottom row from the left: jeremy(ingredient-chicken), yuhyiing(headchef n baker),amanda(corn crusher,fryer,blender etcetc), me(chopper and marinator).top row from left: tim(masher,kitchen owner,peeler,etcetc), Michael(cleaner n baker)the aim: Jeremys birthday(therefore ingredients were changed to [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-942665832262329402007-10-13T11:49:00.001+08:002007-10-13T11:56:07.869+08:00im not allowed to be emo here anymore. shucks, gna have to find another outlet, cos afterall. im so not risking all this shit man.afterbeingremindedabouthowmuchistillcareforhim but anw, today i wish to whine about the past 2 odd hours of my today cos it was super grrrrr. woke up at 8 plus, and was super damn tired cos my sun burn on my head and the bruise was hurting like [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-70405716744063017402007-10-12T23:18:00.000+08:002007-10-12T23:22:34.417+08:00ok i promise ill stop being emo ok?pleasee. dun do it.thanks for caringbut.. if you do that, you're only gna make me feel worse actually.yup so please dun.thanks.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-48840351364543448632007-10-12T20:09:00.000+08:002007-10-12T21:55:48.184+08:00hey ppl! i might be emo-y again, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.anw, today was second games day, FLOORBALL CHAMPS.woot. not bad man:D haha, but aiya, din really help much, mirza,malcom,nicyin,sauchiu, martin they all la,haha...oh welll... but champs woot.haha..mm really burnt la, the tan line sucks la. and its damn pain! and today when i went home some asshole acc punch me on my head with the sunburn la! [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-46428952057246655372007-10-11T20:28:00.000+08:002007-10-11T20:50:47.387+08:00haha. i guess i really should stop emo-ing here, and just emo-ing to myself in my locked up livejournal.should spare you all from A HUGE LOADS of emo-ing in this blog..haha.but anw. ill talk about today, and leave out the bits i wish to forget. or the extra parts to anything i wish to forget, ill try my best.but before i start. OMG IM SO FREAKING ASS RED LA. the tan line SUCKS LA. haha.. mm.lets [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-29667427618106371252007-10-10T18:16:00.000+08:002007-10-10T18:42:59.067+08:00one year ago, i was singing this too, and it somehow kept me going..so i hope with this, this year i can stay atrong too.but as i tink of this, pain just feels me up all over again. part of me just wants to go.. i cant do it anymore. i gifveup, bamboo pole kill me please. and part of me wants to keep going on for those who TRULY care for me.. i dunno how i did it, stay hyper, and ignore that [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-65128649402990510832007-10-10T16:56:00.000+08:002007-10-10T17:36:04.759+08:00dun read this if you do. dun comment. cos i already told you not to read the blanked out words.that was such a wimpy thing to do. you call it off, and send ppl to antagonise me. wow. im so amazed by you now. thanks alot. you were a damn f-ing wimp and i swear i HATE what just happened. if thats how you're gna handle this situation, then you're a real loser. cos that was such a loser thing to do. [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-28083818196690949512007-10-09T21:48:00.000+08:002007-10-09T23:33:07.729+08:00i hearda clarinet quart and brass quintet, they played nicenice, they played lil brown jug, i was happy. i erased the inerasable. and ill keep trying. cos soon ill stop adn realise theres a refresh button, and ill press it. and then gerdine and xy and samho will say.. ohhh so smart alr lor!:Dsomeone said smth funny to me again. they said i was strong, am i really? haha. i dun think so. haha. i [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-22532180191947280852007-10-07T20:05:00.000+08:002007-10-07T20:08:43.377+08:00i was looking at pon and zi today. tanks sam that i finally found ithttp://www.ponandzi.com/hahaha. i almost started crying.many of them resonated here. haha but they're so adorable youjust gt to see.but im not posting them here, cos already the post below is angsty.i dun want to make things worse.haha..yea.butimissu [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-65017692158240982342007-10-07T11:21:00.000+08:002007-10-07T12:15:26.808+08:00please understand that i did not put this song here for the lyroics and that kinda stuff. its just to end what i started. thats it. approx 10 odd months ago. i put this up too. although it was obviously for an entirely completely reason. when i was filled with completely different emotions. well yea. this time. im putting this up. and ill never again hope to ever put it up. i intend to never feel[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-37616096190769970822007-10-06T10:32:00.000+08:002007-10-06T10:36:21.036+08:00im sorry. i still feel.. empty.i wish i could be as positive as yesterday.but yea..if you read this.. dun keep feeling so bad..cos. its inevitable.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-60165918846253337702007-10-05T22:33:00.000+08:002007-10-05T22:35:29.173+08:00thanks to everyone who was there for mecos the care you all showed for me, im really touched by it(:and..that made me stop wishing that i got hit by that killer litter on tuesday.:D haha.in other words, i can move on now.im still empty.but.im half full. not half empty(:good nite(:[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-74659022948610498492007-10-04T21:07:00.000+08:002007-10-04T21:33:26.721+08:00i swear.. this promos was a real killer la! haha. like see my record:amount of caffeine drank per day: min 2 packets of coffee, max four.number of days that i shed at least one tear, or felt like crying: everyday.number of days i felt like giving up and retaining: everydaynumber of times per days that i felt like a coward and just wanted to run away by killing myself:everyday.number of days i [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-17221334655415577602007-10-02T17:10:00.000+08:002007-10-02T17:14:04.144+08:00oh yea.HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN!whos birthday is today:D i aggree with your friend about birthday presents adn physics, so sorry that it slipped my mind about your birthday:( but anw hope you had a great birthday all the same, sorry i couldnt go swensens!and of cosHAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XINYAN!who's birthday was yesterday, that childrens day kid.haha.:D lalaa.tmrws we'll see!:D[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-77841715628335178902007-10-02T16:35:00.000+08:002007-10-02T17:06:40.250+08:00how to research when everythings unreliable!gahh3 more to go!physics was..uhh... ok la, not good, not bad, chances of failing..er.. 51%49%.mmhmm.borderline.history mugging is nuts, gtta start maths asap. @_@ gaahhhhhhi seriously need to detox ASAPall the coffee and late nites.jiayoujiayou! to everybody hafing promos or other kinds of exams! JIAYOU(:its just merely a fleeting moment of solitude.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-50442968898513590782007-09-30T18:37:00.000+08:002007-09-30T18:41:26.424+08:00GAHHHHHH. as of now, GAHHHHHHHHHi tink like screweddddd! but. at least its just four more days. and then we haf like two spa papers, which though is like damn impt, but like the materials, arent too crazy.. phew..but aiya.. i haf like a super bad feeling about promoting...gp n cheena demoralised me. crap la. who falls into deep sleep in chinese with half her essay in squiggles. me-.-oh bloody [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-64983204722503249522007-09-28T20:11:00.000+08:002007-09-28T20:40:44.800+08:00i finally cracked a good joke, after so damn long!:D im o proud of myself. like JEANETTE I CRAKED A JOKE!!!!! depression and depression..hahaha.. but when she mentioned it..haha.. oh bloody helll..mm..two down. four to go plus two practs to go..oh well..haha, talking to qian, and ex sb8-ians haha, miss them so much..haha...oh well.anw, hmm..dunno lah..but anws, i realised ow much ive changed...[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-29553800827415859212007-09-22T15:57:00.000+08:002007-09-22T16:07:45.257+08:00Haha, random song i heard on the radio today.. yup, brought back lots of memories..hahaha.. since like really little adn how the tv screening of its music vid would show, and i qwould squel in delight and stuff, haha, and my bro going crazee..haha. then of cos mass dance! good ole mass dance! i loved mass dance(: hahaha, gawed i miss orientation, theres nth better than it, i guess the seniors [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-52053605145055721812007-09-19T20:44:00.000+08:002007-09-19T20:56:58.931+08:00yd said that when one is stressed they tend to talk alot of bullshit.. SO TRUE.this year not so this year too exhausted to say anything at all. buttttt, LAST YEAR, oh gosh i rmb the magnititude of crapi used to say, rite jeanette? haha.. i tink thats how i coped well last time, but like now dunno why cannot talk crap, i tink coa im really tired now. i tink i should just let "loose" and jst let [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-29783315103665957742007-09-18T21:28:00.000+08:002007-09-18T21:30:49.747+08:00its getting quite routine.caffeineheadachepiles of workstresspanicand just plainARGHHHHHHHHHH[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-80565301561446465002007-09-16T15:41:00.000+08:002007-09-16T15:43:52.193+08:00i guess i was naive to tink sleeping at 4 wont screw me up. haha..stress.. ughh..it was still seven hours!12days:([em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-32696118639528189002007-09-14T21:55:00.000+08:002007-09-14T22:06:19.319+08:00day two. considering im not doing it on weekends, i must say, im really slack already, its only day two and seriously i dunno how you ppl do it.hahaha.wrwrwr....makes me go@_@hopefully i can finish it by 12 and start on hist mugging.. by 12 and hopefully get sleep by 1-2yupyup, and i sure hope tmr turns out fruitful..lots of work, so little time, i need to in crease me efficiency.hahaha:[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-27755195471181233452007-09-12T13:02:00.000+08:002007-09-12T13:04:31.312+08:00coldcold medicinedrowsygp mock testdie.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-38526810248850106712007-09-10T10:24:00.000+08:002007-09-10T10:25:03.899+08:00thank you very very very much(:[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-77878838903159362562007-09-09T20:38:00.000+08:002007-09-09T21:33:45.826+08:00 ok it turned out to be relatively.....i dunno la. like honestly techniques wise the stuff he taught me all of them kor taught me before, like alternate fingerings and stuff.. the tonguing and stuff.. i mean hes good, and if i was japanese, and on one on one, he'll probably teach me much more.cos i know hes pro. HE CAN SLAP TONGUE PLEASE? i swear ill find out how to slap tongue la. and he can [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-79385136365814788152007-09-09T10:12:00.000+08:002007-09-09T10:27:47.800+08:00uugh feel a bit unwell. i tink it was from last nite..ugh.but got course later, and im not missing it for anything, ill prob feel better as the day goes on, im sure i will. i can do it. im not sick im not falling sick im not falling sick im not falling sick.so much work, i was too tired last nite to finish i fell aslp at 1230 instead of my initial ambitious plan of finishing everything and not [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-50448321811528947742007-09-08T22:01:00.000+08:002007-09-08T22:17:29.587+08:00i tink commanding here actually like works. NO MORE SOFAS IN THE LIBRARY. FINALLY.ifeellikeimpushingagainstthewall ok today..was a weird day. but at least it trained my stamina? yupyup.hahaha but ryan was going like i hate pirates adn grease now la! hahaha. well we did play like damn alot of times,hahaha.the tunes like stuck in your head and its dam fricking annoying.haha.like ahhhhhh the tune [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-84088150744613946312007-09-07T21:47:00.001+08:002007-09-07T21:53:22.697+08:00GET THOSE SOFAS OUT NOW.you can leave the jackets behind.PANICKING.ahhhhhh...anw.. tmrws open house...i hope ill like somehow last tmrw..hahaha. its been a tiring week, and with my sudden hit realissation and chionging..im really super exhausted.haha. but not like my chionging is helping much actually ..hahaha..one whole month without band anymore? omgosh...so weird please..im yet to record down,[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-10255114993561853442007-09-06T21:18:00.000+08:002007-09-06T21:31:51.296+08:00i realised ive been SUPER inefficient and slack,ONCE again.The last holidays i said at the end of the holidays that "its ok ill clear my files during the holidays!...." and realised that holidays end after the weekend.-.-two conclusions: my holidays are way not focusedand way not efficient.gawd. how exactly am i gna BE efficient...-.- i got to work harder. i tink im damn screwed up rite now-.- [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-42260492926124746112007-09-04T14:16:00.000+08:002007-09-04T18:27:45.672+08:00YESTERDAY WAS GREAT(: i want photos!!!(:firstly thanks sarah lee and fellow welfar-ians:D for organising it in the first placeand of cos to liz and her family for the place, and WONDERFUL FOOD(:hahha, if i were stuart i would've done the exact same thing, so that i wont miss out on this!(: the food was really damn good la! hahaha. and the ship was like woahhh:D like it kept swaying..hahaha, so [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-78302713974461038072007-09-01T21:44:00.000+08:002007-09-01T21:52:00.066+08:00it takes a hundred kind words to get rid of the impact of one demoralising one.gawd, i missed the time when i could just be garang, and like. do what i promised to do as a leader back thena leader should never cry.i need to..start again, i seriously need to stop hafing bad days, adn putting them aside and cheering myself up, seeing im the most reliable, cos i know myself the best, even tho i know[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-33651888306114571492007-08-31T19:06:00.000+08:002007-08-31T23:20:37.775+08:00"Eh guys, our manliness is proportionate to the number of cards we have! "there we were one year ago.haha PITSTOP.and here we are again.hahahaone year later, and we've grown one year older, i feel olderrr.hahaha..sup to meet at 1230, we were all late! im like destined to be early, cos i was like 15mins late, but still earliest, again, one of the earlier few.hahaha. then sige came, followed by [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-10332390017993694682007-08-30T20:36:00.000+08:002007-08-30T20:38:40.774+08:00happy birthday nic ang!that rat cartoonn thing which i cant spell the name(yes im noob) is pretty good.hahaha. you all should go watch:Der yup.hahaha.taka department stall had a sale! hahaha.yup alrites. good bye folks. back to work.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-12133600761471259002007-08-29T21:43:00.000+08:002007-08-29T22:27:41.150+08:00i haf this feeling that im losing weight. cospplarestartingtonotseemeandwalkpastmeagaindun worry im not being physically, if you're very smart you'll know, if you're smart you'll be able to find out, if you're stupid, then well you're probably the ones making me feel that way. sadly.hhaha.. today was a relatively interesting trip to tekong.. tried their firing arms thing, so cool like in arcade [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-59407470174873807642007-08-25T22:31:00.000+08:002007-08-25T22:48:12.827+08:00today was a tiringgg day..hahaha, had like teachers day reh this morning, then like after that had sl traiing and then library/qm training.hahaha.super exhausting.hahaha, after all the rubbish went samsams house, first i was like struggling to rmb where her house was, then we went the wrong place.HAHA! my memory rocks.hahahaha.then played with waffle, sam's hamham, then like it bit me [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-35780507822769832482007-08-24T20:55:00.000+08:002007-08-24T21:14:13.968+08:00oh gawd, this weeked is crazy hmwk weekend. plus tmr! rehersal like at 7 plus, then trainingtrainingtraining. crazy..stupid nicyin signed me up for soccer?! i can only rmb like kicking air in secondary school, and being goalie, but i wasnt of much good either way.id rather play badminton.but there isnt badminton! boooo. sadness.haha, yupyup, today played in the rain again.hhaha, im really [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-21381094187867917102007-08-22T20:25:00.000+08:002007-08-22T20:37:12.094+08:00here comes twenty chem questions, i like asked my bro to be free to help me on sunday.. thankfully its this weekend and not next when hes gna be away.phew.ill try to be positive about all this. since im screwing up these 20 questions will help me get my stuff rite, and like ya. but f la..i studied quite ok for this please.boo.three days of torture. im so happy that next week ill only see that YKB[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-24779427825076766282007-08-21T22:11:00.000+08:002007-08-21T22:18:35.859+08:00i may hate cats, but i promise ill really try to be more positive from now onwards.mmhmm. i tink after buying those two notebooks, ive become like more persudaed to be positive. anw tmrs chem test is screwed. anddd...hmm.. cant wait for sectionals tmr, kinda haf lots of stuff to do:D and hmmm...oh yea. er.yea, im screwed for chem tmr.haha.i forgot wat i was gna say again. oh yea. im really [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-42129411841950454502007-08-20T18:57:00.000+08:002007-08-20T19:17:09.801+08:00hey all. heres starts the hectic mad rush to promos. desperation and everything-.- pure panic.anyway todays anotehr retarded day in emilys retarded life. after the crazy amount of boring lectures, in which i actually managed to concentrate during physics lecture! haha and drawing on ryans hand during maths, and whacking nic after we went downstairs to buy stuff for physics lect. yup had lunch, [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-45673760289932961132007-08-19T16:34:00.000+08:002007-08-19T16:48:50.959+08:00how to not worry? haha.. shit laa... relaly need to relax here..hmm...work is not the problem..well it IS, but its like not really like, super big.haha... cos im just trying my hardest to catch up...somehow..haha.like kinda hard lah. like aiya. screwed up.haha.. dunno how to help myself:) but ill do it somehow...haha worryworryworry :x veryyy worriedd.....haiz.worryworry.. ok im so overwhelmed [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-45897700748144192702007-08-18T21:41:00.000+08:002007-08-18T22:23:37.345+08:00thick black bitter coffee..just the bit that i needed to give me that little oof to work the night away...so much work to do so little time...haha.. somehow gna struggle through this night..boo, gna be pretty hard, but i guess, by hook or by crook ill do it... jiayouuu~~~-snores-haha, just kidding.:Dyawn.. anw, aiya, somethings, not worth saying. some things.... really just more worth to like.. i[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-56524565587450274332007-08-17T21:19:00.000+08:002007-08-17T22:17:47.672+08:00hey! i go twhacked by the ball again.-.- gosh pe has been like crazily rough. and playing netball in the rain was quite fun, only that my hair suffered:p got caught in the rain like 8 times today.hopefully i wont die of a fluhahaha... stupid phone, ppl i kinda lost my contacts cos i really cant see shit on my phone now. and all the spare phones are shitand yes ppl ive lost your contacts!alrites. [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-73014998114111587032007-08-16T21:20:00.000+08:002007-08-16T21:35:00.562+08:00Look on te bright side! At least when you all made those wrong notes, ppl mistook it for modulation!:pbeen a while since i cld come up with postable quotes, that are retarded-.- lala... past few days have been relatviely retarded and in a sense kinda...hmm... idunno theres been bad days..haha. quite a few. esp all those horrible late nites. ugh.tonites not gna be any better, im very sure of that.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-1670894087169728182007-08-13T19:58:00.000+08:002007-08-13T20:07:47.720+08:00HEY. ok today was a relatively uninteresting day. maths was ok lah. but i intk there were a few careless mistakes? other than that it should be alrites. yup. boo. so tired. haha, i havent started the handbook and all that laa. hahaha...im sososo screwed.. but ill try my bestttt!:D to squeeze in time..... so much things..so little time.haha today was quite funny in the sense like, this morning we [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-69417203376996202972007-08-12T16:11:00.000+08:002007-08-12T16:50:22.086+08:00nostalgia. hahaha listening to tracks and recordings from back then.hahaha. immensely precious memories.(: never will forget those memories man... they are wat that keep me going and pushing forward..somehow?:Danw more nostalgia came from reading my past diaries... and then after LAST YEARS one, i realised that i should really buck up! cos like last year i was filled with optimism and no matter [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-73824437006209089432007-08-11T20:13:00.000+08:002007-08-11T22:26:25.705+08:00heya. grrgrrgrrrrrr.(sounds a bit like a car yea?) i WANT to MURDER that BASTARD. stupid.not listening.then later everything also dunno. everything also like that. i find it impossible to respect him for his strengths anymore. infact i tink hes immensely INTOLERABLE. he should just go and die..for being a typical useless...okok i should stop.tdays class was a tiring day..haha...too much pizzaaaaa[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-31986596226804549102007-08-09T10:09:00.000+08:002007-08-09T10:33:02.772+08:00"dun step on my white thread! or ill do smth to you!"i tink thats like the only thing that i can rmb from stupid ndp reh and day.HAPPY NATIONAL DAY anw...thanks for the holiday.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-77919259307852299782007-08-06T20:58:00.000+08:002007-08-06T21:05:09.849+08:00ugh. i feel kinda lousy..like this badasss headache the whole day.. then like ive had no appetite the entire day. and i can tell that my bodys exhausted, but i go tlots to do tonite. workworkwork... so much work...booo.this is the week.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-91724313229493142512007-08-05T11:32:00.000+08:002007-08-05T12:19:42.113+08:00its just so fickle..one moment im high..one moment im low. it sucks lah.. my moodswinggs kill me like shit.-.- my phones dead btw. as in the screen is.. cant really see much shit on it. so yea, if i dun understand your message you konw why...ok no mood to continue now...haha...laterr thenn..[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-6101742018187837202007-07-31T22:41:00.000+08:002007-07-31T22:53:25.768+08:00im seriously crashing into a wall right now. and after this wall..if i actually overcome it. theres still many more to come. and honestly. im sick of it. im sick of crashing into wall after wall..and it never stops..it just never stops.. each time i meet one it drains of so much strength from me... i already cant convince myself to carry on,and yet eazch time i pick myself up and push on for just[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-11527367655352359092007-07-30T21:31:00.001+08:002007-07-30T21:33:51.386+08:00why the hell am i working so hard again?for idiots like you?is it really worth it? for my marks i guess it is.bloody hell. why am i letting you all run over my head.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-59714832820526550852007-07-25T19:03:00.000+08:002007-07-25T19:17:47.191+08:00those thoughts they keep replaying in my head..i suddenly rmb many things. things that teachers, friends people tell me...things that may have stopped me from missing my this chance. Thoughts that has been flooding my mind since..a few days ago... wake up call? maybe its about time i had one.haha.useless stupid me.hahaha. i cant believe i need such a big failure to wake me up and force me to face[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-30309721935735097192007-07-22T16:19:00.000+08:002007-07-22T17:20:25.430+08:00PIANO EXAMMMMM!i was motivaed last nite(articulation), but it was kinda too late for me in the sense.. i still dun think im gna make it in tiem by wednesday..haha.i tink im quite screwed for it..hahaha. oh botehr....im improving, but its not fast enough and its my own fault for starting SO last minute... ive never pract so hard for so long! stupid me, maybe if ive worked harder, this would end [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-28100609577569193562007-07-18T23:03:00.001+08:002007-07-18T23:06:29.720+08:00adolescence or watever.i cant stand it anymore.but what i cant stand the most, is not just life and everything else.its myself.i sometimes seriously wish i were dead.and i just dun see the positvieness anymore...im losing touch..with myself, and everything else.and im screwing up...so much.and im sorry that this post sounds so emo and all that kinda rubbish?but yea. im just not in the [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-81735784128905949012007-07-15T16:47:00.000+08:002007-07-15T16:55:56.569+08:00FINISHED. finally the cip project is done. somehow its finished labelled touched up, all ready and stuff.. i hope.hahaha.close to the 24 hours of hard work.hahaha. and all of us went high on thinner yest after all the work.we sun bathed on our hard work at the field, ate SO much for lunch.tried to revive smilie...digged into a gigantic earthquake! hAHA.yumm(: oh well as tedious and as annoyed i [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-39120519616584062832007-07-11T22:33:00.000+08:002007-07-11T22:40:50.705+08:00politically correct.what is?by a stroke of luck. ive passed chinese.someone tell me what to do![em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-67749374082649121452007-07-09T18:41:00.001+08:002007-07-09T18:55:30.684+08:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGXUAN!!!!MXFC DAY!!!DUN WE ALL LOVE MX!:D:D:D:D:D:Dlalala. orals screwed.and yes im damn tired. so much work to do.so no mood to do.to change to livejournal or not to.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-43454232780461897602007-07-08T13:25:00.000+08:002007-07-08T15:16:51.144+08:00pissed. and theres no helping it.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-47386768520039251992007-07-08T11:22:00.000+08:002007-07-08T11:44:50.265+08:00two things i want to destroy rite now.phone and computer.omh my phones reception so sucks. theres only reception in the kitchen. and the computer area. my rooms recpetion is so horrible! grrr.and tday guess what it refuses to work no matter where it is.the reception is so screwed.and my computer is lagging like shit i want to delete like half of the unnecessary stuff in it. its like lagging like [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-39360209858357284952007-07-04T20:51:00.000+08:002007-07-04T20:56:48.473+08:00its just the first day of school. and it sucks already. and everyone says its gonna get worse. which im sure it will.the first lecture of the term and i fell asleep. thats such a brilliant start. i feel so proud of myself-.-ok i shall start work.anw papers are coming soon. im screwed.farewell.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-74201113361178160552007-07-02T15:42:00.000+08:002007-07-02T15:58:39.387+08:00boredom kills, makes me do tons of rubbish. just did scales on my alto. ew i sound pathetic. oh well. at least i brought it home to work on it. been working on my survey results coalition the entire afternoon up till now, and was printing out fun ensembles/duet scores for my beloved section. i tink they look quite fun, hopefully it'll help everyone improve, thats the most important now.haha.gonna[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-42838356963765050132007-07-02T10:34:00.000+08:002007-07-02T11:29:42.103+08:00i want a new blogskin! RAWR. tmrw is spa...booo..its so rubbish can.. im quite screwed for it...ill just make do with my report somehow.hahaha. boo... oh welll...ive been thinking alot recently... and wondering alot... i mean, the j2s have left....im kinda worried...music-wise... but thenn...only with the toughest obstacles, will we become the strongest that we can be...i really hope it turns out[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-41810765374164404942007-06-29T22:04:00.000+08:002007-06-29T22:05:41.491+08:00OVER.i tink im getting attached to one word short posts now.haha![em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-1741759836913169062007-06-24T18:50:00.000+08:002007-06-24T18:53:40.654+08:00requestedAMAH.ok like quite nice word lah. :Pafter hearing tons of spoilers. im sad!:(and then again, smth interesting! ITACHI IS GETTING COOLER AND COOLER. i regret cursing him last time.:Doh well. terms statrt tmr.-.-faster start faster end.but still. aiya. DIE LAH.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-15911632030621112312007-06-24T10:00:00.000+08:002007-06-24T10:02:52.663+08:00sometimes when you dun feel like blogging..just one word is all you need.RARH.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-70271801367269860352007-06-21T11:09:00.000+08:002007-06-21T11:40:02.254+08:00hey all... yesterday..was another ntie to rmb... i guesss...somehow no matter how screwedup we play.. i believe we MUST rmb it. because...i guess it should serve as a reminder to ourselves on how we should be lworking for our end of the year, our national perf etcetc...afterall if smth ais as impt as this to us all.. iguess...it should be taken seriously enough....maybe for some that was our [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-64851075554285805622007-06-19T20:44:00.000+08:002007-06-19T21:17:47.350+08:00TMR. tmr is a bigbigBIG day.... though it feels like we are so not ready for it... i guess as zhiwen says, its all about focusing now. thats all we need now. concentration. maybe thats what we basically lack all this while? so if only we jut concentrated tmr... maybe..just maybe it'll all turn out alrite!..hahaha. thats what i hope for, as the vast majority would too i believe.haha..after all...[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-976998073826119982007-06-17T12:15:00.000+08:002007-06-17T12:51:30.715+08:00hey. band camps over! im damn shag, cant imagine how the exco are.but they haf their rest til prep for concert starts, so GOOD JOB EXCO:D and rest well guys!(: think you guys did great. for the start at least. and great job tune in comm!(:games comm! admin comm! souveniers comm!(:i tink everyone did their part to their best abilities. so thats why i tink it was a form of success in someway.and so[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-75770568969977514972007-06-13T17:59:00.000+08:002007-06-13T18:15:11.924+08:00boo..the days getting horrible-er and horrible-er by the event.theres some much i want to do so little time, and then theres the issue about tickets..no ones paid me yet..BOOO:(how to part with 90 bucks tmr...sobs..and three still pending...no one else wants togo..ppl go for musee PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE....piano was like shti as always-.- im dead for exams...camps tmr...hope everything goes rite esp [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-11142213157954999872007-06-10T11:35:00.000+08:002007-06-10T12:14:03.887+08:00haha, tmrs project dust-no-more, i actually cant wait! i hop all goes smoothly, and we can complete stuff! hahaha, must go buy some stuff today to brighten up the hidden library especially...hahaha.the dusty old place with lizard eggs, and the donation of HALF a photocopying machine from the aunty-.- hahaha, ill try my best to keep them all nice nad tidy.btw incase you other humans hafnt realised[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-60532502518158782162007-06-07T20:48:00.000+08:002007-06-07T21:27:13.523+08:00haha...dejavu... shit.. i told myself.. that this time i wont revisit the past.the mistakes from the past...i just cant let it happen again.i have an even..more important..people to honour..more are depending ..i want..haiz im notmaking much sense... its like so restrained typing here. i dun want to say it..yet i want to say it..yet..oh well...all i know. is i din go into that post, to risk the [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-63737115181948235642007-05-30T14:23:00.000+08:002007-05-30T14:36:56.248+08:00yes mx your bag makes your ass look bigger!:Dhaha.. alot of farni things hpapening these days... dunno which to believe..i guess if i chose my usual path, i would run away.n believe neither. but i know i cant possibly run away.so ill figure it out. or at least ill try, even if i die from it which i hope i [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-34627221027438981782007-05-28T21:39:00.000+08:002007-05-28T21:54:40.614+08:00my mummy found this frame with my baby photos in it. i realise how ugly i got as i grew older.anw now my stomach hurts like shit now.the toilet doesnt help. theheadache kills too.and im thankful that i got persuaded by sige to watch bleach. wheeee. quite fun.ahahaha.im quite tired. and theres lots of work to do. i know i haf to start. but its hard. and im still angry at myself for not practing...[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-51953336580649133262007-05-27T18:58:00.000+08:002007-05-27T19:07:24.938+08:00boo. the wooden thing was suppose to relieve me of stress, but when it broke down like for the third time. into all the tiny pieces. i got more frustrated than ever and back came the headache.-.-next week sounds sucky... oh well.. and...haiz i dunno lah. restless was ok. godwin looked retard as always:D and hakim was a s hakim.hahaha. pity sharons not around anymore. shes super good lah...[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-70353667931861442042007-05-23T13:29:00.000+08:002007-05-23T13:40:05.391+08:00heyllloooooim reaching the point of kaaboom.i cant stand the mockery anymore, im done with the isolation. i dun want to carea nymore. honestly.wth. leave me alone. i rather live alone then get mocked by you all. i rather sit with other ppl, or even by myself. than sit with you all. im done. enough.i honestly really hate it and have enough of this crap.enoughenoughenough.my personal profile says [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-57325864274399772452007-05-14T19:03:00.000+08:002007-05-16T12:58:36.869+08:00insecurity.maybe if i was more introverted to the extent that nothing affected me of any sort, relationships with humans, friendships and everything else, wouldnt matter to me. i can tolerate loneliness and live my life alone. if only i was more introverted.or maybeif only i had really choked on my food today, and that pain in the chest din go away, and i really died from it. the world would've [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-27364592745695494662007-05-12T20:14:00.000+08:002007-05-12T21:11:43.701+08:00Note by note, bar by bar,Its been so long, we've come so far.From strangers to family, its taken us a while,Take each other hand-in-hand and lets run the last mileAll the sacrifices we've had to make,for passion an dperfection's sake,Is made worthwhile with ten minutes on stage,Friday, 11th May at SCH.Play your hearts out,these moments are fleeting;Dance to the rhythm, sing for the notes;Live the[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-51113984687889173932007-05-04T20:30:00.000+08:002007-05-06T18:42:50.485+08:00boo.. tiring boring day.HAPPY BELATED BDAY SARAH LEE(:[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-82467677372767608662007-05-02T20:08:00.000+08:002007-05-02T21:10:14.882+08:00frustrated. why cant everyone just try to concentrate, and to open up. stop closing up to toher ideas.stop tinking up of new things based on othrs and writing it out on your own.without any discusion.dun go around volunteering others.if you want to be a leader start learning servant leadership.im stresed frustrated and at my limit.yay for nuts and crazy fricking annoying !@#$%^&*ok i din say [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-6859730683173277752007-04-29T17:23:00.000+08:002007-04-29T17:24:49.090+08:00just one more chance.please show me that i can trust you again.and let things be as before.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-13903800308184221192007-04-29T10:44:00.000+08:002007-04-29T11:05:04.648+08:00empty words.empty hearts.i dunno..whether you can truly comprehend.i dunno when i can believe and trust those words you told me..as earnestly as i did before.at first i doubted you'll be there,you din even know what time it was at, but then i wanted to trust you and that you would turn up. i tried to believe that you would. but you didnt.maybe im just being unreasonable. maybe im just being petty[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-71312129921520007982007-04-27T12:44:00.000+08:002007-04-27T12:45:56.202+08:00i refused to go school today.(doesnt mean i can slack today, piano, and mugging-.-)and now my mum doesnt want me ot go for band tmr(i have an mc)die lah.auditions how.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-77871204487054811132007-04-25T21:49:00.000+08:002007-04-25T21:55:55.448+08:00history essay outline. physics tutorial. maths tutorial. GPP.those are due til tmr. and are stilln yet to be doneGP IL, phy IL,another maths tutorial.chem tutorial.some cheena analysis thing, GP file.that should be started SOON.i told myself no coffee unless really needed.but nowadays(anights?) i got way no choice. ive been drinking coffee so regularly again.just to complete my work every night, [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-13776127425731713242007-04-22T14:48:00.000+08:002007-04-22T14:53:51.522+08:00i feel like those little kids from japan that suffer from cram school with the same immdediate aftereffects. though i know that mine is nothing in comparision with the sufferings they feel, i swear im losing it. im losing my life and whatever motivations i haf left in my life one by one its all slwoly dwindling away. its like how lifes just breaking apart. its been breaking apart almost [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-29716760028347496102007-04-20T21:24:00.000+08:002007-04-20T21:58:04.894+08:00we all felt the horror on stage. i still rmb that. and i refreshed my memory by listening to the recording clement sent me. and once more, i relieve the horror that was felt on stage, i relieve the nightmares that follow.the disaster that was experienced.its true that with more preparation and practice, chances is it would never have had happened. but since its happened, one must face the truth [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-3667452294902967432007-04-18T21:31:00.000+08:002007-04-18T21:35:22.640+08:00sometimes..one would take a step back and wonder...what the world would've been like if you were not born..nsmtimesitshardnottobelievettitwouldvebeenabetterplaceits hard not to.. wonder.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-61995199847312220792007-04-18T12:32:00.000+08:002007-04-18T12:36:07.420+08:00hey world emilypooi currently dying of boredom in pw.yanzhi working hard, martins swilring nuts on the chair,jeffreys watching bleach and audreys reading blogs, but working hard.me.im just bored.boooo.....lala, i SHOULD get a new blogskin...hmmm. ohhh wellllll..... im lazy, but i'll get down to it sooner or later.erm. :( tired.:Dtonites a long nite, lots of mugging and work to do jiayou pooi! i [em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-84818928258861988892007-04-17T22:37:00.000+08:002007-04-17T22:39:24.798+08:00helpless..what can i do.confused.lost.annoyed.frustrated.shit lah[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5675758.post-19216879428215570722007-04-13T20:49:00.000+08:002007-04-13T22:06:11.975+08:00im glad to know i can still bitch quite effectively.. someone seriously wake her up.the bird was so annoying, shat all over the table and NicA's file. HAHA he was SO damn traumatised.lol..and then there was lizad on my bag, i picked it by the tail and chased it away.it was kinda adorableee leh. alritesalrites im weird.:Dfriday the 13th-eventful dayphysics test byebye.[em]ily_http://www.blogger.com/profile/11258610107521034419noreply@blogger.com0