one year ago, i was singing this too, and it somehow kept me going..so i hope with this, this year i can stay atrong too.but as i tink of this, pain just feels me up all over again. part of me just wants to go.. i cant do it anymore. i gifveup, bamboo pole kill me please. and part of me wants to keep going on for those who TRULY care for me.. i dunno how i did it, stay hyper, and ignore that comment, and ignore that company.but.. its no longer a matter of what really want, its more like, if i dun this i wont move on. and if i dun face it now, ill only face it later.
gawd sadly rite now, i fell more like dying.gawd, im so screwed up.i guess ill play ac games tmr after all...can i really move on?i dunno man. once more i feel emo.. and once more just ignore it. i guess there are more positive thisngs i said about today below. SLIGHTLY more positive only dun expect toouch, im nothing great...never was.. never will be. im just..haha..a screwed up uselese person..only pretending to be strong.. when im not.freak.ok soory. anw in the lyrics below, if you choose to read, the boxes are the eng translation, and the italics.are the emo part of me.. screaming my heart out... cos im freaking crying again.
Lifes like a boat[eng translation some aprts]
~Rie Fu~
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before haha i feel it everyday wanna fight.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong? i know i have friends, but the most impt one, never coming back la..haha.
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day yea how else to get through the day..
dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai[Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent]
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake[It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded]
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu[I give a prayer as I wait for the new day]
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made[Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea]
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong haha once upon a time.yea.now?haha.
hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru[People's hearts change and sneak away from them]
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku[The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again]
And every time I see your face ill cry.
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon to run away rite?
I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am well i tried.. but now i dun want to be vulnerable to you evera again...
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you haha.yea.if only i dun feel this way.
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong i guess..i still will..as..a friend..as you wish..
tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo[And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
]
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu[The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again]
inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu[I give a prayer as I wait for the new day]
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made[Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea]
And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore
Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo[We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us]
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne[But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?]
~well yea..all i long for..was just you, the company,the love,the care,the warm sense of strength and security i once felt.. haha, so i gave you everything, and asked you not to lose and break it...but...haha...what was i to expect..maybe what my friend said all this while was true..all this feelings...never stay real..haha...
[em]ily_ 6:16 PM
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