dun read this if you do. dun comment. cos i already told you not to read the blanked out words.that was such a wimpy thing to do. you call it off, and send ppl to antagonise me. wow. im so amazed by you now. thanks alot. you were a damn f-ing wimp and i swear i HATE what just happened. if thats how you're gna handle this situation, then you're a real loser. cos that was such a loser thing to do. i dunno about you, but im disgusted. and its starting to feel like, if thats how its gna be. i want you real far from me, even after ive recovered. cos it shows your true colours. and how frickin disgusting. you are. and how much more you actually lied to me. i was shocked. and wat shocked me more, was once again. it uncovered another fricking lie. you're really disgusting. though i hope tis not true. if taht was really what you set them up to do. i only haf ONE thing to say. friends? NEVER. though once again im praying and hoping that, i heard it all wrong. but truly. i was sure i heard rite. its all a matter of whose behind it, ad theres only one choice. and tahts YOU. and i swear, im super disguated, with you and THEM.
ive never felt so.PISSED off.
but no matter how pissed off i am, takecare pelase. you looked really pale today.i hope you're ok.yup.drink more water.
yes div i may seem so haha-and-high. but i swear its just a facade to prevent myself from trying to break everything else i see.
sry zhan din intend to break your back.
haha
ud asked me today, hey you celebrating this weekend! then i was like crap.oh yea. and i was like no.. and then i had to go through it all over again:( ah well. and the balloon thing at the hall was so fricking retarded.hahahahahaha! i miss the j2s alr:(
and i hate p double u.
oh well. but i guess. if you wish to destroy me as you choose, then f just go ahead, i dun care. i guess, after thinking alot.that yea, i dun even deserve another day of thought that i gave u once, and that i gave to someoneelse. so like he deciding everything in a few seconds. makes sense. im such a screwed up person. haha. hu would want a screwed up person, and other ppl dun come around making me feel better. cos its not true, cos i AM just really..screwed up.haha useless like shit.
and then again as i used to say. in life they keep throwing you shit and expecting you to turn it all into happiness, if you can keep up with the conversion pace. good for you. but hey,mores coming. if you cant, better hurry. mroe shits coming your way. its the survival of the fittest strongest and bravest. im none. im just a screwed up person. how nice.
en said over lunch today, (btw thanks en for accompanying me to dover) that it was better to live a short adn sweet lif, then a long bitter one.
bamboo pole kill me please.
liz and eugenes improvising skills damn cool, LIZ SEND ME YOUR IMPROVISED VERSION, GIVE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY, ILL BE SATISFIED WITH JUST THAT.
:D:D
rolling and sleeping on the LTs stage was damn shioooookkkkk:D rollrollrollllll. DIZZY! hahahahaha!
yup i was spewing nonsesne to en when we went home, sorry! hahahaha.:p oh crap im so full of shit! no wonder i had to go shit today! hahaha! oh hell, TMR GNA SEE ROCHESTER(roasted nuts!) and get bitten by waffle again! who loveeees me soo much!awww hamster love is so PAINFUL.-.- haha, and going arcade to kill ppl wit jeanette,sabo and liu on fri.hahaha. i tink i should play vice soon. it'll cheer me up. in teh most sadistic way ever.
ahh, for now, ill stick with my blessings, adn that somehow God is letting me live no matter how useless i am..means maybe i haf some purpose now.. and i guess i should try to find that purpose. yup.
for now alto and music is LOVE.
toodles!~
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